Darling: I gotta confess you din’t get me at «Hello, I am…». Whatever you did on the following days just made me get into a deep 200 miles high interstellar roller coaster. I praise you for that. That was formidable and undeniable.
But darling, I also gotta say you’ve lost me. Not once, but several times, progressively and up to certain irreversible point. You did at:
«I like you but, ehm, I don’t know».
«I think you’re the love of my life, but you see, I am not ready».
«I love you… but I feel compromised if you tell me ‘I love you’».
«I feel afraid about you being in another city, although nobody has ever been that close to my heart and soul».
«I want you to be next to me all my life, but please by now don’t travel here to come and see me. Nor the other weekend. I will let you know».
«I love talking openly about my sexuality on Twitter, but I feel so intimidated if you praise me for my anatomy and express sincere, gentle desire about me.».
«I want you close to me, but if you come to my city, I can leave you unattended for a day or so».
«I love that you are so careful and attentive, but if you dare to call me on a Saturday night asking me kindly who I’m sharing time with, I will get so damn angry and feel so pressed that I will stop talking to you for three days».
«I am so heart-broken at life due to my past mistakes, you know!!…. but if you offer to hold me as strong as to repair me with your love, I am not sure I want to. Not sure I am ready for it».
«I love we both have expressed tons of adorable, loud and life-challenging love promises in private… but right as I told you once, I tell my friends ‘yes: we talk often, he gives me nice presents and he’s a very nice man with me!’».
«I love your soul presents… but please, don’t send me anymore presents as I feel pressured by you».
«I need some distance… but please stay close, but please not that close, but if you leave me in silence I will keep to my promise and not talk to you anymore».
«I love you to be the definitive love of my life, once and forever… but I definitely think it’s not our time yet»
And so, and so, and so on.
But I think it’s fine now, darling.
I’m gone for once and all.
Letras de Cactus 